I dont understand why I hurt so bad emotionally. My heart hurts. Maybe its cause I absolutely need the Effexor.
No one understands. And here i am in tears again. My husbands afraid to leave me with the kids. I cant clean my body hurts, I'm gaining weight as I write. I cant control myself. I did finally get the medication I need but now I have to wait for it to work. I feel hopeless and alone. I don't want to do anything I just sleep I want so bad to be positive and alive.
No one understands. And here i am in tears again. My husbands afraid to leave me with the kids. I cant clean my body hurts, I'm gaining weight as I write. I cant control myself. I did finally get the medication I need but now I have to wait for it to work. I feel hopeless and alone. I don't want to do anything I just sleep I want so bad to be positive and alive.
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