I've been doing more. A NEW PIC

It's hard to admit. One of my friends are good for me. She makes it hard to be a shut in. We all have flaws. Me, her, you, sally, joe....so maybe it wasn't her. It really was me. (I never said it was her either, does that make since) I really hate leaving home. I don't like not knowing what I'm doing. I don't want to be away from my husband or kids. Seperation anxiety issue?

So my friend has made me get out the house (I should  give her some gas money as soon as I can) we do Crafty stuff together. We just talk. And I act silly again.  Mom mode is off I guess.

I have felt better lately and decided it's time to change my look. Its a new me. I've  got many changes coming and I'm happier I felt it's time with me concentrating on my art side why not let my color shine.

Here is some art I've done today 

Finally DID IT

I have lots goung on btween 2 January Birthday' s and getting one of my kids ready for K12 But its over with. January is at the end and February is here. (well almost) I feel good. This year i feel there is alot to acccomplish. And theres alot to feel good about my. Or it could be the meds im taking finaly help. Or the acceptance i finally feel.

Most of all i did my first 5 k race of my 12 my new years resolution was to do 1 a month, something i could actually do. And not mess up and feel down about myself about if i mess up on.

My family joined me. Its ok i was last at 1hr 15min but in the next year i hope to gwt better.

MY FIRST SHIRT :)

Got my second wind at the 2 mile marker thank goodness 

Finished as a FAMILY 

New year working on a new me :)

How many of you set your new years resolution religiously? How many break them religiously.  ME.   I always set a list of good intention resolution and by January 1st I usually break them.you think I'm joking.....I think my antidepressants are working GREAT!

I'm setting 1 this year. I'm doing one 5 k a month. Just to get out there. Maybe I will meet people. Maybe I will lose weight. Maybe by the end I will do it jogging.  Maybe I will find something more.



So this is me now

                  

So, y heres the ugly truth. I ly my self.  But i am making a change. This year I am starting a journey. My New Year's Resolution is to do ONE 5 k a month. I my only requirements is to work to beat my personal best time.

Im actually really excited! Ive already started training. I know 1lap around my neighborhood is .y miles so 6of them should be the 5k. I only did one today. Its a tart. But i WILL work myself up!

Well thats alll folk!