I have my medication changed to seriquil, along with dismissing most the other stuff i take just not the rispidone and effexor. I am still having problems writing. My head feels spacy. Numb even. Everthing I hear is in a distance. I feel I maybe crazy. I cant wrap my head around it. A constant sence of head in the cloud. Some times the I hear the ringing in my ears. The consistency of the words that form or other sounds are that of the buzzing in my head. I wish the noise would stop.
Still asking if things are real. Like dinner with my parents. delightful. Dream come true. Everyday. I ask. was it real. Nothing ever seems real. I quit looking for things. i dont like opening doors im afraid they wont open. I'm restless. I seem angry days. I dont remember talking to people or moments in time.
I have a condition
Its hard...
Today was a great day. I hope its a sign of others to come.
I was trying to find other days to show how in and out i am. But for weeks i was gone....
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