Im trapped and angry. Anger doesnt work well for md it causes me to want to inflict self harm.....whether it be to indulge in a super fattening food or have ill wish of pushing everything i love away. I know its got to be the condition. I feel such hatred. Like he is better than me. And mother and son will stick together. I feel like a child now. I cant leave as a please. I've been told to go to my room or a corner. Im so angry i could cry. All over the door being left open and the stupid dog brought a dead chicken in the house. I didnt freaken know. Im supose to take responsibility for my action but i didnt know i did anything wrong so i dont want to apologize. ...I'm to angry. Im just going to binge on some cookies.
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